You are an amazing person, strong-willed and never afraid to go for what is yours. Many people are intrigued by you, but most will never know the inner turmoil you deal with on a daily basis. What's problematic for you is that you are always battling between your heart and mind. For example, you may want to pour your heart out in a certain moment but your mind will poke at you with things like "are you sure?" or "will they even understand me?" You are definitely an emotional person but you're also heavily conscious of how those emotions can make you look. You want to be looked at as a soldier so you internalize a lot of your hurts and misfortunes.